| Love me |
[Nov. 14th, 2009|05:21 pm] |
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Collin Raye - Love me
I read a note my grandma wrote
back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat,
and he showed it once to me.
He said, "Boy, you might not understand,
but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none,
but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet
and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to,
and live forever.
But nailed to the tree
where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church
where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry
in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her
his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do
don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see.
And between now and then
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
Between now and then
till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
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It's just about appreciation & love.
You know.. appreciation & love.
Sometimes people get tgt not because of love but.. something else.
In a love triangle, someone is bound to be hurt.
But what can help tht person?
No idea. |
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| 'O' IS OVER! |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|10:53 am] |
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O level is finally over but i doubt i did well.
I dont want to see myself crying on the day when the results are released.
Firstly, i'm scared of my ENGLISH! (Paper01 to be exact)
I think i did badly for that :(
Secondly, MATHS! (Paper01 AGAIN!)
I used to do btr in paper one than paer two. But this time, I have too many & really TOO MANY careless mistakes in my paper one! :( Oh my gosh!!!! But what to do? Just pray hard? :(
Thirdly, ART! (now, it's Paper02)
Oh damn, had gastric flu on tht day then couldnt finish :( There goes my distinction for my art!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DAMN IT!
Lastly, POA! (BOTH th paper!)
I did my best & i hope i can just passed the paper. Please.. All i want is just a pass for my POA paper. It's not THAT hard right?
Alright, over alrd over alrd..
Now, im like rotting at home? hahaha! Rotten bun i will be soon.
Think later go to Chiobu's house to take the cookies then go find mama. See she wants to cut hair today or not.
I seriously want to cut my hair. But what kind of hairstyle can i do?
MY HAIR IS LIMITED LTD alright!!!!!
Yesterday, went for an interview at Suntec's TOYS'R'US!
I sincerely hope that they will recruit ALL THE 5 OF US!!!!!!!!!!
But i think if he dont want to hire a few of us, one of them will be me!
cos.... I think i got alot of problems ah, cos im th only one that going overseas during December.
Alamak ): Sad case...
NEXT FRIDAY GOING TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AND NIGHT SAFARI!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!!
IM SERIOUSLY VERY EXCITED BOUT THAT! YOU KNOW YOU KNOW.
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!
Alright, i shall end here. hahaha!
BYEBYEBYE! :D
oh!!!
i love gf!
i love siginar!
i love sibei-cute!
i love soon chiobu!
SUDDENLY, I FEEL LIKE SPREADING MY LOVE AROUND!!! I have no idea why suddenly i feel so love-d hahaha! |
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| Once again |
[Oct. 13th, 2009|09:46 pm] |
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SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?
oh gosh, I seriously have no idea.
shitto! :(
I seriously hope tht Mus wont be sad anymore!
NOW I SAHLL CONTINUE TO DO MY ART!
BYE! :) |
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| Prelim is over! |
[Sep. 24th, 2009|02:38 pm] |
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Prelim is over!
But there is more to come!
It's going to be Phyllis'birthday soon! But i have yet to decide on what to buy for her! Oh damn, thts SUPER nad news!
Hopefully something will just popped up in my mind and tada! A present for her! :D hahah! *Wishful thinking*
But i seriously have no idea of what to buy for her. You know? You know? Alamak.
Never mind, i'm sure that i will be able to think of something soon :) Given my brain. haha!
Oh well, tomo getting back Combined Humans paper & english.
I dont know why but i have got a bad feeling about it. Esp for my History :( Hais, i hope i can pass.
I sincerely hope that.
Yesterday I have no idea why i did that. I knew that he was just beside me and if i were to turn to my right, i can say bye to him and he can say bye to him. I COULD HAVE TALKED TO HIM!!!! But instead, i fasten my pace and i just walked out of the hall. I dont know why i did that. Am i stupid or clever by doing so? I dont know ):
But nevermind, today is still a good day :)
I want to go out with the 3 sampat soon.
I dread graduation day.
I hate the idea that i am going to be on a separate way with the 3 of them. Sigh..
Ps; Sunshine Ltd |
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| You're my sunshine |
[Sep. 18th, 2009|10:08 pm] |
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The last time we said hello was weeks ago. The last time i saw you was hours ago. I don't know how did it happened but you're just on my mind. I always call you ''my sunshine'' because everytime anyone just mention bout you, i will smile to myself. You're just like my element of happiness. But recently, th mention of your name ache my heart. The sight of you only make me more disheartened. You are somehow something that i long to have. But i know in my heart, i will never get. Maybe i just want to have the feeling of being loved once again. But it could also be that, you are really my sunshine. How long more must i put up with this feeling? Very soon, we are going to graduate. I won't be able to see you that often anymore. I won't be able to find any excuse to talk to you anymore. What can i do? I ask myself. But till today, no answer has been found. |
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| No more STALIN! |
[Sep. 14th, 2009|11:35 am] |
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Oh man, I don't want to love stalin anymore man ): IRRITATING!
Not once but TWICE! TWICE KNOW!
From today onwards, im not going to focus on Stalin anymore! Instead, i will turn my attention to HITLER! & KOREA! Damn it man! I'm so going to do so damn badly for my history paper :( Didn't mean to.. But, sigh.. just my luck man.
NO MORE STALIN!
I MUST LEARN HOW TO LOVE HITLER!
&& LOVE KOREA WAR!
(damnit)
Oh man.. he cut his hair :D Can i like fa hua chi here for awhile? hehe!
Nice know. I mean his hair. Awwww...
Ok done! Just want to say he look nice even aft th hair cut. Very nice :)
Alright, im so going to do my prelim art NOW! Before it's too late man.
&& im missing alot of people. ):
School w/o them = no fun!
Whenever our eyes meet,
My heart beats
Just a little faster.
Whenever I see you,
My head spins
Just a little quicker.
Whenever I talk to you,
My world gets
Just a little brighter.
When i see you laugh,
My grin gets
Just a little wider than usual.
I try not to let on,
but I still blush
when I see you. |
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| From my heart |
[Sep. 13th, 2009|08:38 pm] |
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I went to Blogger & was staring at th ''new post''. I've typed out everything from my heart but i didn't post it out over there. I think it would be nicer of me to blog things out here. Especially it's this kind of things.
You know wht, actually i've always thought tht i was only so called joking around when i said i like him.
I thought tht it's because i think tht he's hot then i said i have a crush on him.
BUT ohmygosh, th bad news is tht, i really like him. As in, YES! I LIKE THT GUY! oh my, i am so dead. So damn dead.
It's not supposed to be like tht know. But it just became like this.
Given my character, i will do something really stupid BUT i'm already controlling myself (in the sense).
Just hope for th best? NO!
It has came to the stage tht i have alr dreamt bout him for two consecutive night! I have no idea what will come next but i will just hope tht everything will be under control :)
Tomorrow is history paper!
Hope tht my 'late husband' STALIN will come out!
& of course i hope tht tomo will be a good day! A good day = with surprise? & goodluck to me & th rest!
I love you livejournal. You gave me the privacy which i need :)
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| Hello Live Journal |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|10:33 am] |
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Hello!
I've decided to create this live journal in case one fine day, my blogger can't work anymore. :D haha!
& because of my username for wordpress, i've deleted my wordpress and i'm starting afresh here! :D
If you see this live journal, tht means you are free enough to look down at th links in my blogspot to spot this.
But i don't think anyone will. :)
So, i guess i'm still free to say anything here. Woohoo!
Guess what, i thought tht i'm just having a simple crush on him.
But the truth is, it's not so simple. :(
During this one week of holiday, i miss him.
It's bad i know. But i just can't help it.
& when talking about Graduation Day, i joking-ly said tht i will be very sad blahblahblah cos i can't see him anymore. I thought i was joking myself too. But when come to think bout it, it's not just a joke.
But don't worry, i know wht's my priority now :)
I will work hard to acheive my target & th others can wait.
I love you Live Journal.
This is what i can't do with Blogger but with you! <3 |
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